These days

 

I have not kept on updating my blogbus for a long time...for many trifle reasons. I wanna save my memory of these days…

 

Back

I came back to CSU at the early time of March. For these so called weird conference.

Even though I was a bit shocked somehow, I was back…

 

 

Triffles

I was still Encouraging Others to Be Brilliant…especially to my buddies… I was a freak or just show the ugly mercy… who is the real god?

 

It is a beautiful thing to create, to produce, to go out there in the world and make a contribution.

But it is just as important, if not more so, that we help others to do the same — that we teach others to create and produce, that we encourage them, that we support them and help them to succeed. Even though what we could do is so insignificant and tinny.

 

Internet

The disconnection of internet in dorm… drove me crazy…

Meditation came to alive.

I wanna travel as usual…

 

 

Fear

 

Fear grows in darkness; if you think there’s a bogeyman around, turn on the light.

I have ever thought I was dauntless, for I was the god of myself.

Yet I was too young and ignoramus… boastful with pride 

 

I’m well aware that at the back of my mind, thumping quietly like a drumbeat, are the twin horrors of Guilt and Panic.

“Guilt Guilt Guilt Guilt.

“Panic Panic Panic Panic.

If I let them, they’d swoop in and take over. I’d feel completely paralyzed with misery and fear. So the trick I’ve learned is simply not to listen. My mind is very well trained like that.

 

 

I’ve had those horrors of guilt and panic at the back of my mind, many times… for too many things around me… I thought I need a break.

What Are my Fears?

……

Bring the Fear Into the Light

Start over something is really a great project. Human being is so incredible for his or her ability; you must do the things you think you cannot do.

Long way to run

 

 

Campus

Life in campus was negligible. I hung out again…

To be honest, I cherish the rest of campus life time…well, attending to classes after the trip.

 

 

Excitement

I have received little devil’s postcard which I will treasure somehow.

One of my best friends had invited me to share his triumph in succeeding in the competition.

Buddies get a high TOEFL iBT scores and shared experience and materials with me.

Best friends guided me when I was in trouble wherever they were.

 

 

Travel

I am going to travel in Mountain Lu for 3days, at least.

It said that there was an old hermit who can see the world clearly there. I just wanna ask for help from him. I do not wanna study the skills which called “庐山升龙拳” in comic in fact.

 

Genesis

To the fight my friends, attack!

 

 

Whatever, GMAT, TOEFL iBT for a higher score, the road, my genesis, internship, that plan and daily life, are really funny and interesting for me.

 

 

ps.

Bless my travel

I am eager to have dinner with one of my best friends in the next weekend.